I'm back, Bitches!

Ok, so I didn't start over. I failed. Miserably. Not only did I stopped doing this blog, I just...stopped. I turned 51 and my life isn't any better than what it was when I was 45. I will say that it took a long time to figure out what my password was and the combining of Google all emails or something and other bullshit reasons but it's the truth. I simply couldn't figure out how to start posting again. I used that as my excuse that I can't do my blog but, in reality, I didn't try very hard either. So, let's start over. Tell the truth and figure this shit out. Hi. My name is Janine and I was born a poor, Black child in......